Francisco “Paco” Hidalgo Marcos is a distant cousin who lives in Fuentesauco with his wife, Dr. María Pilar Utrilla Mainz. I met this couple during my 2019 visit, but there were a lot of people in the room and it was difficult to understand much, except that he is a Silván descendant through his grandmother, Clara Silván. This time, I had both of them to myself with my brother, Steven. What a difference it was to converse and enjoy each other. There are so many thoughts in my head, I am unsure if I can tell it in words. First, and foremost, is The Girl Immigrant book (Historia de un niña emigrante). When I put the book into his hands and told him it was my gift, the story of my grandmothers immigration from Fuentesauco to Hawaii, he touched it with reverence. As I watched him turn the pages of the Spanish version of my book, I could not keep the tears from blocking my throat. So, I will show in photos instead of words.
Touching Spanish Soil
While researching the facts, documents and finding family to create and publish my book, THE GIRL IMMIGRANT, I knew it was imperative that I walk where my ancestors walked, to get the feel, see their villages and feel Spanish. These are my steps back in time that helped me write my grandmother's immigration story.
Wednesday, November 2, 2022
Touching the hearts in Fuentesauco, Zamora, España
Tuesday, November 1, 2022
Spanish cousins, knockers and a bodega
The Rio Duero flows through Spain and on through Portugal to the Atlantic Ocean. And it is synonymous with wine, vineyards, farming, Zamora, Castilla y León and more, more, more.
Wednesday, October 26, 2022
Where is the Mayor?
A musical welcome, and hugs and smiles have been non-stop. When we Americans arrived in Jarandilla De la Vera for the genealogy conference, we were met by a local musical group dressed in their local costumes, playing music, dancing and just overall blasting us into a welcome we will never forget. They accompanied everyone up the long steep driveway in front of the Parador de la Jarandilla and into the stone archway. In the upper patio stood a large group of Spaniards who were all clapping wildly to welcome us into the huge, gorgeous plaza. The festive atmosphere was very emotional.
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Then, the different side tours of the local areas began. One specially gave me giggles (yes, I am tired). We were told we would go on a cheese tour in a nearby village and then move on to Villanueva De la Vera where the mayor would welcome us. Instead, we watched the cheese village in the rear view mirror and we wondered what happened? The people around me and my new friend, Victoria, stared about with questions, just as we did. We watched the petite female driver continue along the narrow, serpentine road for another thirty minutes, follow the narrow streets and stop. What?
Everyone got off and the group leader told us the mayor was going to say a few words and then we would have music and food. So, we started following her. Imagine about thirty people scattering across rigid cobblestone streets that were as narrow as a goat track. They were more like alleyways, with old stones holding up walls that we knew were ancient because we saw the year etched above the stone doorways. I found one that was 1846, one hundred years before I was born. There were many older dates, French drains along the middle of the walkway where water gushed along the channels. We dodged the waterways and kept the group in our sights. Long, narrow and tunnels, rocky and dark. The streets interconnected each other, flowers were in pots everywhere and dilapidated buildings were on every corner. Where was this mayor waiting for us, I wondered.
The group of people was disjointed and nobody seemed to know where we were going. Nearly thirty minutes of walking steadily through tangled streets, looking into deep niches in rocky walls, we heard music. We followed the sounds and my cousin, Dennis Moreno, and I hiked up wide stone steps and the others followed. Before I knew it, Dennis had joined the throng of dancers inside the large room and danced with the women dressed in their local costumes. All the ladies helped others learn the dance. I held back until I couldn’t anymore, I jumped in and tapped my toes and wiggled my way through one sequence. When the music ended and the Spanish woman told me, between grins and hugs, that I’d just danced la jota, I felt my chest squeeze. La jota? My abuelita used to dance la jota and I felt tears. When the local women heard me, every one of them rushed in for hugs. The atmosphere continues to amaze me, filled with more emotions than words can convey. There is a photo of me dancing Abuelita’s dance on someone else’s camera and I will post it when I see it. Until then, my memory will work for me. And as we all drove away on the bus afterward, we were all still asking, “Where’s the Mayor??!”
Taxi! The train! And flamenco too. 💃🏻
Oblivious to the craziness that lay ahead of us… me at Maria Zambrano Train Station in Malaga
Overconfident, I led my brother into the station, through security and through the gates. Waving my train ticket with coche (car) 4 clearly showing us where to go as we walked along the AVE bullet train, we began counting. We found coche 1, 2, 3, cafetería and then 5 and 6. Hmmm. Maybe the cafeteria train? I directed Steven to push all our luggage up the steps (it wasn’t easy) and we pushed them into a slot. When I found our seat, a young woman was already there. I asked her if this was coche 4. “No, cinco (5). I hurried back to Steven with the news and we were indecisive. What to do? And then, along came a train hostess who looked at the ticket, stared at the coche 4 printed there and pursed her lips. She pointed toward the cafeteria and asked me to wait for a supervisor because she thought we may be on the wrong train. Huh? It was the train 2123 at 11:55 a.m. Steven and I pushed all four bags into the shelving on the empty cafeteria car. Steven stood guard and I headed to the other end. I was happy when the train doors locked and it began to move. They wouldn’t make us get off now…but we had no seat. I give Spanish trains a 5* though, because a supervisor found me, stared at our ticket, changed it to coche 3 and we were soon seated for the 2-1/2 ride ahead of us. All good. I would have ridden in the food car if there’d been seats…not far to go for coffee. So much for over confidence.Saturday, October 22, 2022
A nostalgic day in Malaga
Benagalbón is a village near the Mediterranean where our ancestors lived before moving to small villages on the other side of Malaga. This man, Miguel Alba Trujillo has helped me find documents. He is a historian and author of several books about the village. Over the years, I have met his wife Isabel, known as Isa, and the friendships are sweet. Saturday, he and Isa walked me and Steven around the village and then treated us to a wonderful lunch with flowers everywhere. The iglesia, Parroquia Nuestra Señora de la Candelaria, was nearby to remind us that our great grandfather was probably baptized there.
Friday, October 21, 2022
Visiting my muse and then losing the car
MEDITERRÁNEA statue in Fuengirola has been my muse since 2017 and every time I visit Spain, she calls me back again. Yesterday was no different except this time her entire base (where I have stood for my photo shots) was filled with foreign salesmen; their blankets were spread out at her feet, filled with purses and shoes and watches, pretending to be the real articles. So, after only a moment of indecision, I grinned at my brother and started climbing up the back of the statue. This time, I got into the ship with her… It is different, but we were laughing and again, I walked away with a smile and another memory.
Wednesday, October 19, 2022
Trading a bull for a pair of shoes
Then, I was on my own; I left my brother at home, grabbed my map and headed toward the seafront. My eyes can barely keep up with the sights. The first bit was very steep upward and I was puffing by the time I reached Calle de San Francisco before the street smiled and I was walking downward again. I love all the gated doors and the sidewalk decorations that looked like someone slid a steel bar across wet cement. I found a small alcove along the street as I walked farther and stopped to ponder it. Graffiti. Debris. Sadness. A forgotten place…
When I saw the Swinger’s Bar, I chuckled and of course, out came my camera. After I snapped the photo, I turned around and a younger man was eyeing me, looking at the restaurant sign and then eyeing me again with a chuckle of his own, I hurried on…
After trying to find the bull in this photo for two days, I decided to find it on my own. You know, ask questions, follow the Benalmadena map and look for the old guy myself. There was just something about him that I wanted to investigate (I told you already that I have nose trouble). After walking in and out of shops showing different people the bull’s photo without any results, I spied a shoe store. Like my mother, daughter and granddaughter, it is hard to pass them by. Keeping in mind the non-space in my luggage, I tried to ignore it. But, Lyn gave me a pretty, flowing sundress that I hope to wear soon and my black sandals just won’t do, so I glanced in the door. A tiny, older woman (probably my age as I give up trying to guess age here) was drinking a glass of coffee at a little table in front of the cafe next door and when I glanced in, that was her cue to jump up and welcome me. Her Spanish eyes spoke volumes of kindness, so I pulled out my phone to show her my bull photo. Maybe she knows…
First, she laid a hand on my shoulder and peered at the photo. Then, she scrunched up her lips in serious thought and shook her head. “El toro está en Benalmádena Pueblo, no está aquí.” The bull is in the Pueblo, not here in Benalmádena coastal.
When she saw my shoulders slump, she asked me in English, “You need shoes?”
I grinned and peeked into the shop, stunned to see the entire shop filled with shoes. As I went in with the woman, I heard her repeat several times, “shoes Italian, not Chinese.” I found a pair and she pointed toward a blue-cushioned chair. I was immediately a child again, a time when shoe salespeople actually lifted your foot to slip on the shoe because that’s exactly what this little Spanish woman did. And they fit like Cinderella’s slipper.
After I gave her my euros, she returned my change and I realized she had shorted me 10 euros. I pointed to the bills and her hands flew up to her red face. “Oh! I am sorry!” She pushed the missing 10 euros into my hand and held them briefly as if to ask my forgiveness. I heard her apologizing three or four times as I walked away from her with my new shoes clutched to my chest. Hmmm, guess if I don’t find that bull, I still have the shoes. A good trade?